Namanya Rani (sepertinya)

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Ada seorang cewek yang ke mana-mana pakai topi warna orange aneh (bisa jadi coklat muda), dia selalu terlihat ceria. Perkenalkan namanya Rani (jelas bukan nama sebenarnya), dia kerjaannya nyengir. Beberapa waktu lalu dia ngobrol sama teman-temannya dan ngomongin hal yang nggak jelas dan ketawa-ketiwi bersama.

Malam itu Rani sendirian pulang dari tempat kerjanya, berdiri di depan gedung besar, diam bersender di tembok sambil memegang tas laptop. Dia tidak nyengir waktu itu, pikirannya juga tidak melayang menuju imajinasi yang bermacam-macam. Saat itu Rani sedang menunggu.

Kalau ingin cepat berlarilah, kalau ingin tenang diamlah dan kalau ingin sendiri menjauhlah. Dia menunggu gerombolan manusia yang pulang dari kantor untuk pergi, Rani hanya ingin sendiri tapi tak ingin menjauh. Bila tak mampu menjauh maka tunggulah dunia untuk menjauh darimu, begitu kira-kira yang ada dalam kepalanya.

Jangan dikira nyengir, berhaha-hihi dan terlihat bahagia itu enteng. Pernah suatu saat Rani capek sekali, wajahnya pucat, matanya lemas dan rambutnya lepek. Pas itu ada teman-teman ngumpul ngajakin canda, dia tentu saja ikutan. Semenit berasa sejam, sejam berasa semenit kali enam puluh. Setelah itu dia menjauh, duduk di pojok dan berusaha terlihat sibuk dengan laptopnya.

Sering dia diberi semangat oleh temannya, diberi dukungan untuk terus berusaha untuk berbagai macam hal yang dia hadapi. Tapi sebenarnya yang seringkali yang dia tunggu adalah seseorang yang bilang, kamu sudah berusaha cukup keras, kali ini menyerah pun bukan hal yang salah.

Tujuh hari yang lalu

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Tujuh hari yang lalu tepat di hari pertama kami bertemu, aku tidak memiliki firasat apapun. Saat itu seperti hari-hari biasa, seperti hari-hari yang lain di mana mentari pagi bersinar cerah serta diiringi terik matahari jam 12 siang. Aku berjalan pelan menuju ATM untuk mengambil uang sambil menghitung-hitung sisa tabungan dalam rekening. Ternyata menerima kenyataan tabunganku tidak cukup aman sampai akhir bulan membuat pikiran kalut dan hingga “Bruk!” Kami bertabrakan.

Aku ingin tanya pada kalian, apakah yang mungkin terjadi setelah kamu menabrak seorang lawan jenis, yang dalam pandangan pertama kamu tahu bahwa dia adalah tipe mu?

Sayangnya yang terjadi padaku sangat receh, perlu beberapa detik untuk keluar dari lamunan dan menyadari bahwa aku telah menabrak seseorang. Tidak sampai di situ saja, perlu beberapa detik yang lain untuk menyesapi kehadirannya dari kaki hingga ujung rambutnya. Barulah aku dapat melanjutkan jalan kembali.

Pasti sekarang kamu bertanya, apa yang terjadi dengannya, kenapa aku tidak meminta maaf, kenapa aku langsung saja melanjutkan jalan menuju ATM.

Sudah kubilang sebelumnya bahwa ini hanyalah kisah receh, di mana aku adalah recehannya. Beberapa detik yang kulewatkan untuk menyadari kejadian itu dan beberapa detik kemudian untuk mencerna kehadirannya adalah waktu yang cukup untuknya untuk melihatku sebagai orang aneh dan sesegera mungkin berjalan menjauh dariku.

Aku lupa apakah sempat kita saling memandang, bila iya mungkin pada saat itu mulutku terbuka dengan penuh kekaguman, yang dimatanya pasti terlihat bodoh sekali.

Hari ini, tujuh hari setelah kami bertabrakan, aku masih sulit melupakannya.

Upgrading elasticsearch 2.x to 5.x

Last year elasticsearch 5.0 released to public and 5.2 just released last month, so it should be the right time to upgrade your infrastructure to the latest version of our beloved search engine.

This article give us many insight about why we should upgrade to the latest version : https://amsterdam.luminis.eu/2016/10/18/elasticsearch-5-is-coming-what-is-new-and-improved/

Upgrading elasticsearch is not easy task although it is not hard to make the cluster run again, especially if you use deprecated thing so make sure to simulate all things in your staging environment. Luckily the documentation is complete, so it can save your time.  Continue reading

Infrastructure development in Indonesia in my eyes during 25 years I live in Indonesia

It just few days after my Twenty Fifth birthday, it’s official now that I can call myself as a quarter centenarian. During my 25 years living as Indonesian in Indonesia I witness many things at different level, regime and condition. In that span of time Indonesia surely developed into better shape but I will not talk about “it could be better” kind of idea, since I want this to be an historic narration.

Government backed health care

I was born at the late of 1991 in private Catholic institution owned hospital at a small town in East Java, my sister also born at the same hospital two years later. Even though my family is Muslim but they seemed didn’t trust government owned hospital, it shows how back then people was having more distrust to public facility compared with today. Me and my sister also got extra shot of immunization in this hospital, since my mother thought that government backed immunization program was not complete.

Fortunately my family didn’t have much experience with health care in 90’s until early 2000, so I don’t have enough knowledge to tell about it, but still I know a bit about that time.

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This card helped my mother

Government effort and commitment for people’s health had been started at that time. There was scheduled gathering at place called Posyandu (Pos Pelayanan Terpadu?) for mothers and their under 5th children. At that moment they measured children nutrition condition from their height, weight and age, there was also a card for mother to track their child record from time to time. What impresses me know is the fact that the record was noted not in traditional table form but in beautiful curve graphic, so it’s easier to understand even for uneducated mother.

At Posyandu I also got immunization and extra nutrition like biscuit, green bean kolak and fish oil. However another important thing about this Posyandu is not only about me as a child, but also my mother as house manager in general. They taught mothers about family nutrition, clean house and government population control program which we call KB (Keluarga Berencana).

Outside of Posyandu I also got another shot of immunization at second grade accompanied by extra nutrition like vitamin and fish oil. Still remember how me and friends trying to swallow that disgusting oil together at the mosque terrace. We had long discussion about the different from red colored and blue colored fish oil capsule, which one is taste better, at the end we agree that both of them was awfully disgusting.

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The fish oil capsule is like this, back then we have to open the capsule before swallowing the content

For the historical context why the government put extra effort in people’s nutrition, because there was no understanding about balanced nutrition at that time. It was easy to find someone eat with only rice and kerupuk (cracker) or rice with salt or sweet soy sauce. No milk for child because it was too expensive, tajin (rice milk) was regarded to be the milk substitution. Government pushed a “4 Sehat 5 Sempurna” (4 good 5 perfect) campaign, which suggested people to eat carbohydrate source, vegetable, fruit, protein source (4 good) and milk to make it perfect. Actually at my village people traditionally understand that they need balanced food, common dish at that time was rice, side dish like fried tempe or tofu or dried salted fish, sambal and vegetable.

At 90’s health infrastructure was good enough even-tough not as good as today of course, there was no hospital or 24 hours health facility near my village. There was 1 clinic we call Puskesmas, I’m not sure if there was doctor but they ware capable enough to handle common health problem. I got some stitch at my knee when I was 5th grade in that Puskesmas, I still remember that day.

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Ours is better than this actually!

I still wanna talk about 90’s before shortly talk about today’s condition. One day there was officer came to my home, they surveyed about my house condition. He checked how clean my house was, did we have enough ventilation, where we eat, where we sleep, how was the bathroom and toilet. At that time we didn’t have WC, ours was a big hole in the land with plaited bamboo with small hole on top. After that survey my father built proper bathroom with WC inside.

Now the condition is much more better, Indonesian have better health care insurance and facility. Near my village there are at least 3 hospital with 24 hours facility, drugstore everywhere and many clinics with doctor. People are better educated, their home are better and cleaner, there are fewer family with more than 3 children, healthy food are relatively cheaper (more middle class demography).

What I really appreciate is how better government backed insurance makes the health care is more accessible. Before BPJS Kesehatan there was government backed insurance like AsKes and jamkesmas for poor family, but that involve many uncertain procedure and facility. BPJS Kesehatan (with many critic around it) give clearer and more professional service, and not only available for poor family.

Next time I will write about other public infrastructure like electricity

We are not that bad

See, we are not that bad.
 
Immediately after Indonesian elected Joko Widodo as president many turmoil happened in the country and continues until today. People says we are not mature enough in democracy, but look our beloved super power (puff girl) country. They are the prophet of so called democracy yet they are acting slightly same as us.
Don’t say it’s different because jokowi is not like trump, it’s same some people think he is good but other is not (I’m sure believe there are American out there who think trump is good guy).